In love with my bestfriend?

I've been teased for so long now and I think its time to clear everything for the benefit of everybody.

No, I am definitely not in love with my best friend or specifically my ex-best friend. For sometime now I had been wondering myself if I am or I am not. Huwhat?Come again?...

Yes, I had been wondering too. I would be honest to admit that I miss my best friend and all the times we laughed and quarreled. I miss our petty arguments and our shallowness. I miss the fun we had. But if you call this falling in love then I guess I am in love with a lot of people lately.

I miss my best friend but I am not in love with him. Maybe I was attracted to him before, which is not impossible since he is a person everybody will like at first glance, but in love with him? No. I should think not. Besides, were no longer friends.

He already found new people he could hang out with and practically forget my existence. I am not jealous with his friends because if they can make him happy then so be it. I know for a fact that it is just normal for people to find new friends and lost in touch with others.

Well, its a bit sad really. It hurts to know that the friendship you tried to preserve so much could vanish in just a snap. But hey! that's life!

So I hope I made it clear now. And I hope people would stop teasing me about it.

a piece of me

A piece of my heart
is a piece of my soul

A piece of my heart
is a piece of my life

Take a piece
its yours to keep
Take a piece
its all I can give

Take it whole
and you'll take my life
Take it whole
and you'll take my soul
Take it and keep it
but you can't break it

My heart is a treasure
delicate and precious
Take only a piece
for there's a price to pay
a ransom, a fee
in case you break me

a drop of your blood
for every piece you take
a drop of your blood
for every tear you let fall
a drop of your blood
for every time it breaks

every piece of my heart
is a piece of my life
every piece of my heart
is a piece of me

take it.
keep it.
treasure it.

Or better not take anything at all.
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march 25, 2009.

Age Gap

A deafening silence
A wall between us
A gulf created by hate

You scream but nobody hears
I scream but nobody cares
Blood all around us
Imagined and real

They covered our eyes
So we won’t see
They covered our ears
So we won’t hear
They covered our mouths
So we couldn’t speak

In their eyes
We are young
In their minds
We know nothing

We wanted to be free
You wanted to be you
And I wanted to be me
Was it so much to ask?
Was it so much to give?

We stopped screaming
We tried to listen
But the silence is deafening
We cannot live in this
We cannot live with this

But the gulf has already been created
The wall is already there
We will never understand them
And they will never understand us

(by the Frog Princess, March 2009)