Wanted: Sister!

I never had a sister and I always wonder what it feels like to have one.

I guess it would be really exciting to have somebody to giggle with, compare dresses and stuffs with, and even simply having somebody who understands how it feels to be girl.

I guess it would be fun to have somebody to talk about things that only girls could understand or discuss why your crush doesn't notice you, or have somebody to criticize your latest purchase or tell you that your taste in fashion really sucks.

Sometimes I pretend that I have a sister. Sometimes I pretend that I have somebody I whisper with at night giggling about my latest crush or wondering what to wear best in a party. Or just having somebody who would understand why you have to cry when the man you like dumps you like a trash.

Living with three other girls in a boarding house is the closest I ever got to having a sister, and its not that much. I mean, we don't quarrel like normal sister would. We were never 100% honest or blunt with each other like real sisters. We never even had an argument. We share things, stories and such but never like sisters.

I am often envious of my friends who got sisters they could talk to, share with, gossip with, and maybe even go shopping with. It would really be a major fun if I have a sister.

If I have a sister I would have somebody I could share secrets with. If I have a sister I wouldn't have to pretend that I am strong even if I am not. If I have a sister I would have somebody to share my things with and argue with.

I guess my life would be different if I had a sister. I wish I had one.