in silence.

invisible tears flowing silently.
mind and body numb from the pain.
hand weary, picking up the pieces.
fragile bits turning to dust.

no more thump thump.
no more sound from your heart.

a breathing soul with no heart
a walking doll with no emotions
i wish.

just the way it is.

there are things you cannot control.
there are mistakes you can't undo.
there are things you wish you can control.

there are people you wish will like you.
there are people you want to love you.
there are people you never thought will accept you.

things don't usually happen the way you want it.
they do sometimes but only as a consolation.

things just happen. they just do.
and you can't do anything about it.

Jagged Pieces

What has been broken will never be whole again.
What has been separated will never be one again.

Jagged pieces littering my life.
Invisible wounds and invisible blood.
Jagged pieces cutting the heart.
Bits and pieces scarring the soul.

Wear a smile and hide the pain.
Wear a smile and cover the scar.
Laugh to drown the sound of your cries.

a broken doll.
a dead rose.
shattered hourglass.
all broken. all gone.